Wednesday, April 17, 2013

Hope in reality is the worst of all evils because it prolongs the torments of man. Friedrich Nietzsche

True.

Today marked the final day of radiation on Sam's leg.  With that came two doctor appointments and this evening I am slowly being informed of the day's consultations.  Here is what I have learned so far:

1.  It is going to be awhile before he notices a change in his leg.  Hmmm...wonder how long "awhile" means?
2.  He is not to bend, squat, or, if he can avoid it, even walk as the doctors are now "intensely" concerned he will fracture his leg.
3.  The leg cannot handle anymore weight, in fact, Sam should lose some.  Not sure what the definition of "some" is.
4.  Sam and the medical oncologist are still discussiong whether or not to go back on the Xgeva.  If he does, it might involve Sam giving himself the injections. The doctor is not at all excited about this.  Nor is Sam's wife, if anyone is asks.
5.  He is finally figuring out the correct pain management system.

As for me, I realized tonight I am exhausted.  There.  I said it.  Now I am going to bed.